So I haven't even really touched a pencil for over a month

Nor have I really even looked at my accounts on Devinatart. Why? I don't know, maybe I've lost my passion for art. I also have been dead from my 4am job. For some reason it's just killing me. I want to start a new bachelors in Graphic design, but the school I want to get a hold of won't contact me back right now. ARG!
Plus I've been babysitting a 6 year old. Who is a sweet kid. But like all kids, has no paceance, nor problem thinking skills yet. He's trying to play some of my video games and it's kinda funny when he gets stuck. Right now he's trying to play Spyro a Hero's tail, and instead of working on something he really needs to do (gliding) he just keeps restarting the game when he gets to that part. I refuse to do it for him. (evil kitty)
On the flip side I'm confused as hell with someone right now. It's like he sometimes acts like he wants to get back together with me, and then he acts like it would be the worst thing in the world to even think about. *shrug* I should just leave well enough alone. But I can't help but be a curious kitty! *pouts*